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i hate to say i'm feeling better because before i blink my eyes or turn around something bad has popped up.

i thought that i could ride away from the bad energy but i found it turned into a mess. this weekend turned out shit not like i wanted it to. i hate that feeling. get it away from me. the question is, why does it happen to me out of all people i thought i was a good kid. obviously not. fuck.

Only one thing. Her. Creates these issues.

after sitting here for about 15 minutes thinking what the fuck i was going to write i came to the conclusion that i do have a good life but a lot of it sucks and that puts down everything to me. why is it that no one can understand me, while i sit there crying inside. i want the old life back it was easy, things were simple. this sucks. this fucking sucks.